:)

For you

:)

Supper. 
Happy family 
Happy frens. 
.... 
Not happy enough? 
Lastly, 
Best darling the world has to offer. Happy bunnys

:)

Thats how much you mean to me.

Philo

My perception now. The cup is half empty.
:) 
So back off

:)

Red-ignite the fire within. UnExtinguishable. 
Blue-a bone crushing wave of calmness, cold heartedness over me 
Yellow-Embracing success
Green-the pureness of nature resides within, looking for a way out of my rancorous heart

:)

Red-ignite the fire within. UnExtinguishable. 
Blue-a bone crushing wave of calmness, cold heartedness over me 
Yellow-Embracing success
Green-the pureness of nature resides within, looking for a way out of my rancorous heart

US$700?

700 what? dollars? hundreds? millions.
No, wtf, not even millions. ITS BILLIONS.

700 Billion, all on taxpayers.
Miley Cyrus sang 7 things, the Federal reserve sings 700 Billion.
And the first acquirement? Washington Mutual. Entering the history books as the largest bank failure. if i'm nt wrong la..
And this comes on the back of? AIG? Merril Lynch merging?
Gd bye to the markets.
Thank goodness Washington is still debating about the 700 billion dollars.
I can do 700 Trillion things with your budget.

Darn there goes my, career. Perservere.
For i'm that kind of guy.
The kind of guy, who'll give anything for love and family.
The kind of guy, who'll stand by his friends when they're in trouble, and kick them away when they're in bloom.
The kind of guy, who welcomes troubles, burdens, but turns away happiness.
Deposit your troubles with me, but keep your happiness to yourselves. For i've a leakage in my happiness bank.

RMB, US$700 Billion. Sounds more like 700 cents.

:)

An overdue picture of her. 
:) 
Me and dog lazing around at home. 
I still do, i still got a life to lead. 
' do not impose your notions and ideals on me as much as you don't want me to'

25

When i'm with you, i don't care about anything, anyone else.
Ilu too much to care about anything else. Love you the world 2 times over.

Today, kna woken up by TSM's msg. Shopping. Broke my sleep, went out, bought presents, lunched. HAPPY BDAE QINYI!
She ah, bdae girl still wanna give treat. AISEH! thanks anyway if you read it.

I don't wanna talk abt the second half of my day.
just know i love it.
xD

Tml going back school le, the end of my freedom for 2 months.

DARN it, i'm in love.

=)

As quoted from MAMAMIA : the movie

"God I love her, more than anything else in the wooorrrllldd. Did you get this feeling before you got married?"

:)

Morning went to collect h3 paper, plus answers. Waste time nia. 
:) 
Afternoon went to find Darling to watch mama mia. Which i watched at 9 de previous day. 
Lunched. :)
Met the 2 other good men. Watched.. Mama mia. Hahas. Either i love it alot or i enjoy wasting money. Hahas. Jkjk. 
:) 
Went to eat dinner, free one at that. 
My heart raced today. 
Pounded like Nobody's business. 
Our relationship entails no one but two of Us.
:) 
I hope bitch face is enjoying his holiday. :) 
Hope GP makes up his mind and promotes. 
Hope i'll get a chance to claim my TEA treat soon from xh. 
Hope those i ever offended will find it in their heart to forgive me. 
I love.. My family, my frens, my darling.

:)

I just love you. Thanks darling. 

I dun want to talk about my day,

_|_

back off.

haha.

Dongz another lan ner. Lan finish still playing hp game. Hahas. 

Thats the end of my ridiculously tiring day. 
:) 
Started with chem at 8. First time having stomachache throughout a paper. Screwed Up. Pain. heng paper only one hour. 
Den went lunch, den lib. Sit there talk talk and deduce stuff. Discuss class outing. Den last paper, physics 1! Better than chem for sure. 
Lanned and dinnered. 
Camped at amk mrt, jie's house de playground cause she daoed Me. :(
Visited ben, saw darling home. Den went home. :) 
Sian la. Tired. Slept at 530

dinner

One of the lan-ners.
Taken during dinner, where? Pizza hut la! Again. Lol.

nah no title.

Ben! Comparable to your photo taking skill anot! 
:x
I'm a lousy photographer lol.

:)

3 good people. 
One photo after chem paper 1
:)

Uneventful thurs

TML LAST DAY OF PRELIMS, dun feel like studying.
ANW, tday, i went to walk walk look for hp. Finally found some okay shop, and yy bought his phone. =)
Thats all for today.

I learnt more about myself today, about life. And i'm hearing ppl angst about life. =)

I'm gna go mug in 10 mins time. =D
2 more mcqs and its done. I love it.

Darling i'm very sorry for the harm i've caused you.
I'm very sry for the things i've taken away and should not haven taken.
I'm sorry for the pain i've brought to you.
I'm sorry for the tears i've made flow down your face.
I'm sorry for making you worry about me
I'm sorry. Just sry.

Above and beyond everything else..

an urge

i'm so proud of you.
I've got a sudden urge...
to say ilu.

ilu beyond the boundaries of logic, the basics of sanity, the fundementals of the brain.

Flushed faces.

Just played tennis at ten. Flushed faces, shagged out. I love my life, yet i hate it.

Thurs, uneventful

Slept at 3 last night, woke up at 915. MUGGED for physics.
WENT for physics exam, took it, sianed out, pepper lunched, went home.
Slept from 5-730, again, there goes my night tonight. Gna sleep at 3 again.
Bad sleeping habits, bad eating habits, bad studying habits, gd love habits.
Probably the only good/correct thing i'm doing now.

Impromptu tennis from 10-11.
Back sprain, hand pain, face itchy, but exhilirating effects.
I'm nt good, but i enjoy it. I enjoy being sucky at everything, everything except one.
=)

Merge education with love, and you get low fertility rates plus raising marriage ages for both genders. Zzz, dun give baby bonuses, instead, shorten school times, reduce society's expectations of us, specialise, don't diversify. Holistic education? bull. grades still matter the most.

2 more days, 2 more papers, and then i'm gna relac for a few days, THANKS TO SOCIETY. YY says that JC students use the word society very often, i don't disagree. SOCIETY, thanks for your generalisations and high, unscrupulous and ridiculous expectations.

If you were to slip, i'll be the frictional force holding you.
If you were to sink, i'll be your upthrust.
If you were to be attracted to some guy with high charges, i'll just earth him.
Where we both exist seperately as complex as possible, but the relationship between us is pure and simple, a perfect match.

" I fell"
" She fell"
" Falling unconditionally."
" Unconditional sacrifices."
" Uncertain future yet high hopes and confidence levels."
" ilu."

3 mroe days-friday

" Tell me you're the one for me"
" Forever and ever girl"

Today was maths P2. Sufficiently satisfied. MY hands moving extremely fast, smth's wrong =x
3 more days to go, with a break on thurs! fri last paper.
Results start to come back on monday, with H3 first.
NXT FRI comes doomsday. zzz

Nth much today lah, tml physics, CMI wan! CONFIRM make it.
Raise confidence lvls, they do wonders.

Treasure what you deem treasure,
Cherish what you think might perish,
Don't stinge on your love for others,
Dare to take the plunge,
For w/o risks, there can never be successes.
Say goodbye to the financial market and my future career for the moment. =(

aww

"i so miss you can :( "
Nah time can't erase a feeling this strong.
Absence makes the heart fonder, but... out of sight, out of mind.

Today double paper, worse day of prelims in terms of tiring-ness( no such word). =x
Chem paper 2 and econs paper 1. I misplaced my time during paper 2, hahas forgot that i had only 15 mins per qn.
=x
But its fine, i shan't moan, groan or whine. Not my habit i guess. I shall take it with a pinch of salt.

Watched some football movie, american football i mean. Nice storyline, touching ending although its predictable. =)
i'm human.

If money is the root of all evil, and money makes the world go round, and we have moneytrees; are all trees evil? and do evil trees make the world go round? philosophy's wierd.

end of a moodless day

my back sibeh pain after playing tennis __
my godpa strokes very hard, my strokes not so hard, like girl one. zzz. gta play more, i love e sport.

Nah, no title

Can't be bothered to think of a title.
I'm blogging from my com, so i can type faster, only means there's no pictures. =x

He's right, the more i'm thinking, the more i'm losing myself. Maybe i'm not losing myself, i'm just finding out who's me.
Everyone most probably's encountering their own kinda stress, just like me, the innate stress of losing myself and everything i hold dear.

If there's an island, it will be called gabriel. An island existing for no1 but himself, connected to the world by a number of people. The only road he'll build for himself is the one no1 else can ever build.

If only there was someone experiencing what i'm experiencing, then maybe i won't feel so alone. Maybe there ARE ppl out there, i just gotta find them.

For true generosity is the ability to give when you know that giving will make you much worse off, or giving when you are in need. For true generosity comes with a certain degree of stupidity, innocence and yet true generosity is so sought after.

I'm not afraid of what the future holds, bring it on, lets dance.
What i'm afraid of is what i'll discover in the future, save me, bring thou to redemption, for thy can no longer bear to think about the future, its so f***ing scary, too scary.

For spiderman3 says, everyone needs help, even spiderman.
For the dark knight says, its not whats under my mask that defines me, its what i do that defines me.
For lion king says, everyone has a place in the circle of life, take yours, my son.
For the theme of incredible hulk says, love will control your rage.
For I say, i'm willing to sacrifice everything so as to love you, everything except the discovery of myself. NOONE takes that away from me, awake the dragon within.

I'm indeed possessed.

another day

Relative Hectic day i suppose. 
Tennis in e morning, lunched, watched movie, did a stats paper and went for dinner. Had to dress up. Zzz. My brother got fostered out today, thus the dinner. 
Hehe. 
I feel very tired, very torn in between. But i'll make it, for no one knows what resides within my deceitful heart. You're one of the rare things within my heart that makes me less incorrigible. 
Mug, seek to improve, never give Up. Never.

photos plus a day

Happy day today. :)
:) :) :) :) :) :) :) 

Today got chem paper 3. Damm fun, challenging yet careless. _|_
Den when to find them after paper. Lunched at swensens den went walk walk before going janice house.. Until 8! Zzz. 
:)
2 directions, one life, how? You're so different from me yet so important. Acting as a facilitator for many things now and the future. I need you. :) and i'm sorry

photos

Haha 3 out of the 6 including that were there at janice house

all i have to say

Fate, incorporated into dna. The picture says all i wanna say. Her and her only

no life

Now.. If you guys think i've no life, you're probably correct. With prelims here, i spend my time at home in the above picture. Zzz. Boring but essential. 
:( 
Today was physics paper 2, not bad i felt. Boost in confidence. Tomorrow is chem. Lets see how it goes. 
:) 
Had a good non mug time after paper today. Haha. Good to relieve childish moments. :x 
Anyway look forward to tomorrow, for its a friday. 
Besides i've made a lifelong commitment that i'm gonna keep, a love declaration i have made. My search shall end here, for i'm contented and happy with this aspect of life.

mug.. What else!

Prelim started ytd. Zzz econ was alot of writing. HAND PAIN la. Sian. 
Today was pure math mug. Think i did close to 20 questions today la, feel better for tomorrow. Lol! :) 
Today went to see that chiropractor again, den went to mug. One picture to say it all, cause my hp only let me, one at a time. :(

For the opposite of love isn't hate. It is the using of someone as a means to an end. Love hurts. Love entails sacrifice, i know you're willing to. Thanks darling, but Am i able to Reprocriate her love? 
That aside, have patience. For through willingness to be patient comes outcomes never expected. 

My bff-gp is missing la, zzz. I got the ang moh culture le. Lots of frens and aquaintances but fingerful of good true frens. You good fren s know who you are, dunid me to name. :) 
Teach me how to be less biased, but how? Zzz. And i'm on pms mode. Keep scolding my mum. Zzz gotta curb that habit. _|_

Stupid

18 years old liao still so stupid. Go for exam without confirming time. Zzz. Gabriel you sure you're ready for prelim? 
_|_
Super irritable now.. 
Zzz. Keep ranting. 
Anyway cheerios to all those taking exams now. I gotta go help my darling liao. Ciaos 
:)

Mug mug more mug

This pic was taken a few days ago, super mug!
:) :) :) 
I'm the happiest boy alive la. I got the best of all worlds, i'm contented. 
But i wan more in all aspects, other than her. 
The spirit of excellence, a commitment to excellence, personified by roger fed. 
:) :) :) 
Tomorrow prelim starts. Luck to all those out there. 
I love my darling. 
But got one bitch face want challenge!! Hahas. jkjk. He challenge i sure lose. :) bitch face dun angry hor,

a day at home

One day to myself. One picture to cap off nearly a whole day at home. 

Morning went for tennis, came back and mugged with siang ee for 3.5 hours. Hahas long long. 

Den play with my bro and from den on r&r liao. 
Watching us open cum Reading econs. Federer express!
:) 
Hold her to her words, 'nerd or not nvm'
Prelim starting in 30 hours. Lets dance. Hope everyone gets thru prelims fine. :)
Japan i'm done had some tiffs with my mum about costs. I'm sad you can't come deariex.. 
:) i'll get you something. :) 
Looking forward to after A's but theres that big exam to go. One final push, before i relax

An otherwise uneventful day

Mugged the whole day away thanks to my 5 days of celebration. Not that i'm regretting.. 
:) 
Went for supper at one am and had a nice long chat. She taught me some stuff, honest opinions. Cool... 
:) 
The picture is the only exception to my uneventful day. Lol. 
Lets hope everything works out well. Gotta sleep. Tomorrow tennis in morning, den mug and siang ee's coming over to ask stuff. Hahas.

loves

:)

Continued.

WOOTS! Its over. Not that it was bad, but it was tiring. Sure hell of a tiring week.

31st Aug: Celebrated wif relatives
1st sept: Celebrated Wan joo's birthday and then mine with 6M classmates
2nd Sept: Celebrated mine, jun xian birthday at my hse.
3rd Sept: mugged and continued stayover + KTV at night
4th Sept: Finally over, celebrate mum's birthday

wow! It was quite a big week. No time to mug oso, kip staying up late. Now very shag.
Finally 18! legal le, but seems like i'm talking more incoherently.





Process of self discovery. Hais disappointing one. But nonetheless...
People ask me if i can live without money, or a certain standard of living, i can't.
I don't think i can. =(

For the moment, i have the best, and almost all that I want/need. You may not be the best, but you sure do complete my life. I'm happy with you, regardless of statuses.

I gt unique taste, cool. I love my tastes.

Cakes cakes and too many cakes!