Teacher's DAY

sToday is teacher's day. Firstly sorry to Alvin and Benedict for being late by 35 mins. Secondly sorry to YY for making him overslp and thus missing school.

Now to grouse, Alvin was later den me by 15 mins. Ben was later den me by 25 mins!
wah!!! hahas. =)

Teachers Day was great, met Ms Chan ( 23o4) Mrs Veda (45o6) Mr Siva (NPCC). All the old teachers, so cool. Reminiscing my past.

After tchr's day went to eat lunch, and soccer-ed until 630. I walked in the rain again, firstly as 2 and returning as one. Was late again, i lost my sense of time... AGAIN.

And celebrated my mum's bdae. At mezza, some high class restaurant at Grand Hyatt. I tink zi ca tastes better lol! but the food there is not that criticisable but expensive though.

I gta prepare many things.
25's the number.

Useless

Yea today H3's over. The one and only subject i lock myself up to study for is over, screw it! ITS OVER! i'm acting like my prelims are over, but its just begun. A long road to the end beckens once again.

Had a nice long conversation with YY, bitch-face. x=
I'm super flawed.

Teach me how to love you more, to help you.
I'm useless.

I'm self serving, flawed and useless. Thanks hor... =)

I sincerely hope everyone does well in all their exams, and tt you make it through today.

Complexes

Today GP OVER! yay! one down 6 to go! ilovegp
iloveyou too.
I came, I saw, And... i edited, not conquered. =x
Quotes
If indivuals are so complex, den love seeks to make a couple so simple. Just simply in love.
: Individuals exist as "i". Couples make it "i*i" = " i2" = -1, a simple integer. Love turns the most complex human into simple beings.

If individuals exist as insoluble salts in a chaotic environment, love seeks to make you soluble, dissolving both of you. Abit of sharing here and there and you get stability in a peaceful solution surrounded by chaos.

If individuals worked according to classical mechanics, love seeks to make us work according to quantum physics. Something so different and abstract you would have never thought of, or never felt before.
-as physicists say, If you fully understand quantum physics, you actually don't understand it.
- I say, Love can never be understood, even if you spend ur whole life seeking for the perfect explanation.

Energetics + marriage - the link?
Energetics and why it is so difficult to get married in nowadays.
Marriage involves breaking family bonds, those with ur parents. Leaving your home. Growing up. The bond formed with your partner may nt be strong enuff to provide sufficient evergy to propel the reaction forward.
On top of that, marriage seeks to combine 2 into 1. Delta S is positive as a couple is kinetically less random than 2 individuals. Therefore, assuming that delta H is negligible, delta G is positive. Therefore marriage is energetically unfeasible.

Therefore, take the plunge early, or risk forming stronger bonds with things such as families and home. Take the plunge earlier, or risk delta G becoming more positive. Getting married earlier makes Delta G relatively more negative den if you were to get married later. Therefore, i say, 25's the age!

Who disagrees? many i say.

Me myself and an Emo day

Today - a day for me and a fren called emo/reflection.

Have the patience, i beesech you, to read it to the end. It entails a common man's extensive insights into life.


Today, i learnt... what love and lust is.

Lust - an urgent unstoppable want or need, frequently something superficial.
Love - an irremovable, irrevocable, irrepressible sign of affection. An unstoppable want, but something which you can, want, will and are willing to for for.
For you, i cross my heart and say the words ' i love you'

Today, i learnt ... the meaning of jealousy, and true generosity.

Jealousy - The inability to see others around you do better than them, something i'm often guilty off. Jealousy isn't a mood, nor is it a feeling.
Jealousy is a lifestyle, manufactured and adapted from one's walks of life.
True Generosity - The ability to feel truly happy for those around you if they are successful. Something i need to learn, i need to learn.
To everyone around me, i cross my heart and promise jealousy will be a past, not the present nor the future.

Today i learnt ... i came up with ... an ideal.
My ideal :
-a perfect world, a perfect heaven.
-where I can stop training my two-faced-ness, and have no ulterior motive behind everything i do.
-a happy place, where everyone, truly regardless of religion or race, exist in social equilibrium.

On a side note, national day songs are really nice.

Birthday

My real bro and my god sis. Had his birthday over e weekend. Was greats. Also camped overnight at pan pacific to catch the ndp. Celebrate the singapore spirit!
On a more serious side note, i mugged till 1 am to make up for my fully play day. Hahas. So shag so ..