24/10/10
Today, is a sunday. My weekend was spent ... nua-ing. Really nua-ing. I haven't picked up a book since friday, except for jap book. =x
Why can't i pick the book up? Cuz u're running all over my mind.
Ppl were wrong when they said i'll miss the food back home.
Ppl were wrong when they said i'll miss my house back home.
But ppl were right when they said i'll miss my family, my girlfriend, my friends.
Its not the comfort of having domestic helpers, nor the luxury of good meals and free transport.
It ain't about the lcd tv, or unlimited channels to watch
Nor about the PS3 which sits alone in my room.
Its about the people at home, the people in camp, the girl sitting for me in her living room.
A-ma, who nvr failed to keep wishing me luck before i go. Dno whether she love me or what la. But since i'm her grandson, i guess love transcends generations
A-yi, who doesn't fail to get me what I want, or what I need. For example : 'I need a car, can borrow anot?'. Nvr will she say 'no', nor even hesitate. The most you get is, be safe. The best u get is, you need me to come home earlier to pass u the car anot? OR!! U drive me to work la den i can take mrt home. But tt isn't why i think about her, its more about the motherly love i get.
Aunty Marie! Who turns any place into a comfortable little nook. I can't say that I haven't been appreciative, but i know what a force she is in the domestic helper industry. A third mum to me, she's the one person who would probably epitomize home, since she's always at home. hahas
Sister - pronouced as CIS-TA! Surprisingly, even though after she's grown up and we can talk about relationships and stuff, i still miss my brother - pronounced as BRO-DER more. Why do i miss my sister then? AHHH! No one to quarrel with? No one to buy things for? No one to pester me? No one to say good nite kor kor anymore. No one to introduce new songs to me, nor gimme a goodnite hug.
Bro-der. He is so strong i can probably fight him to train for fighting other guys my age. He is probably the only person at home who can make me smile back into the camera. Not because the others aren't nice, but because he is so cute. 11 year age gap may sound astoundingly huge, but actuaally it ain't. Its about how much you wanna connect at each n every level. Plus i'm extra childish...so...h ahaa
Mother and father. Haha. Father first la. Father because he offers help but yet knows when to retract it so that i can grow up. Yea, always there but yet not always there. Something like that la. Plus of course the comfort of his driving, or more recently, his car.
Mother. Dunid to say la. Everyone knows how much i love my mum. Love = sure miss.
But also because she smoothens out my life so much, without her, my life seems so much bumpier.
Wan Joo darling. Yeea, thats what u're named in my phonebook. But who cares about your name, i don't think i've called u by ur name for 5 years. Have i? For family politics, u're the 2nd girl in my heart. But to me, you know where you stand. You know.
So, why do i miss u? Haha. I dno. No one to disturb me on wkends, no gf obligation to fulfill. Life shld b pretty much smoother without u right? But, no. Why? cause, u are a part of my life. Blog vows are stupid. But like all other army exercises like EX BV, its stupid and meaningless when you're doing it. But on hindsight, (hindsight is very powerful), U realise its meaning. So my blog vow will be, 'to hold you for all of eternity, and if not till time shall cease to exist. To love you as I do myself, and if not till I shan't exist.'
Girls make hearts race. But whats a race, when you would set mine ablaze.
Why can't i pick the book up? Cuz u're running all over my mind.
Ppl were wrong when they said i'll miss the food back home.
Ppl were wrong when they said i'll miss my house back home.
But ppl were right when they said i'll miss my family, my girlfriend, my friends.
Its not the comfort of having domestic helpers, nor the luxury of good meals and free transport.
It ain't about the lcd tv, or unlimited channels to watch
Nor about the PS3 which sits alone in my room.
Its about the people at home, the people in camp, the girl sitting for me in her living room.
A-ma, who nvr failed to keep wishing me luck before i go. Dno whether she love me or what la. But since i'm her grandson, i guess love transcends generations
A-yi, who doesn't fail to get me what I want, or what I need. For example : 'I need a car, can borrow anot?'. Nvr will she say 'no', nor even hesitate. The most you get is, be safe. The best u get is, you need me to come home earlier to pass u the car anot? OR!! U drive me to work la den i can take mrt home. But tt isn't why i think about her, its more about the motherly love i get.
Aunty Marie! Who turns any place into a comfortable little nook. I can't say that I haven't been appreciative, but i know what a force she is in the domestic helper industry. A third mum to me, she's the one person who would probably epitomize home, since she's always at home. hahas
Sister - pronouced as CIS-TA! Surprisingly, even though after she's grown up and we can talk about relationships and stuff, i still miss my brother - pronounced as BRO-DER more. Why do i miss my sister then? AHHH! No one to quarrel with? No one to buy things for? No one to pester me? No one to say good nite kor kor anymore. No one to introduce new songs to me, nor gimme a goodnite hug.
Bro-der. He is so strong i can probably fight him to train for fighting other guys my age. He is probably the only person at home who can make me smile back into the camera. Not because the others aren't nice, but because he is so cute. 11 year age gap may sound astoundingly huge, but actuaally it ain't. Its about how much you wanna connect at each n every level. Plus i'm extra childish...so...h ahaa
Mother and father. Haha. Father first la. Father because he offers help but yet knows when to retract it so that i can grow up. Yea, always there but yet not always there. Something like that la. Plus of course the comfort of his driving, or more recently, his car.
Mother. Dunid to say la. Everyone knows how much i love my mum. Love = sure miss.
But also because she smoothens out my life so much, without her, my life seems so much bumpier.
Wan Joo darling. Yeea, thats what u're named in my phonebook. But who cares about your name, i don't think i've called u by ur name for 5 years. Have i? For family politics, u're the 2nd girl in my heart. But to me, you know where you stand. You know.
So, why do i miss u? Haha. I dno. No one to disturb me on wkends, no gf obligation to fulfill. Life shld b pretty much smoother without u right? But, no. Why? cause, u are a part of my life. Blog vows are stupid. But like all other army exercises like EX BV, its stupid and meaningless when you're doing it. But on hindsight, (hindsight is very powerful), U realise its meaning. So my blog vow will be, 'to hold you for all of eternity, and if not till time shall cease to exist. To love you as I do myself, and if not till I shan't exist.'
Girls make hearts race. But whats a race, when you would set mine ablaze.
<-I made a love declaration-> at
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